You Aren't There... ='(

Today..is the worst day..

Everything went wrong..nothing goes right..

Everything i did turns to bad..

Bad for me..for me and for me..

I just hope you were there for me..

But....no. You aren't there ='(

When i lose confidence..

When i lose hope..

When i lose my mind..

When i lose my way..

When i lose my spirit..

When i lose my power..

When i lose everything..

I just hope you were there for me..

But....no. You aren't there for me ='(

When i felt down..

When i felt wanna give up..

When i felt i'm bad..

When i felt sad..

When i felt wanna cry..

When i felt i'm going to fall..

When i felt disappointed..

When i felt wanna die..

I just hope you were there for me..

But....no. You aren't there for me ='(

When i'm in the bad situations..

I want you there to cheer me up..

Give me support..

Wipe my tears away..

Give me advices..

Make me smile..

Make me laugh again..

Just to show that you were care for me..

But....no. You aren't there for me ='(

Why??

Why you cheers others..

Support others..

Give an advices to others..

Make them smile..

Make them laugh..

But me...you never come to me..

You never even look at me..

You didn't even see my tears..

Why??

I felt like i'm losing my own leg to stand..

I felt like i'm losing my own spirit to wake up..

I felt like i'm losing my own voice to call you up..

I felt like i'm losing my hope..

I just hope you were there for me..

But unfortunately...you aren't ther for me ='(