You Aren't There... ='(

Today..is the worst day..

Everything went wrong..nothing goes right..

Everything i did turns to bad..

Bad for me..for me and for me..

I just hope you were there for me..

But....no. You aren't there ='(

When i lose confidence..

When i lose hope..

When i lose my mind..

When i lose my way..

When i lose my spirit..

When i lose my power..

When i lose everything..

I just hope you were there for me..

But....no. You aren't there for me ='(

When i felt down..

When i felt wanna give up..

When i felt i'm bad..

When i felt sad..

When i felt wanna cry..

When i felt i'm going to fall..

When i felt disappointed..

When i felt wanna die..

I just hope you were there for me..

But....no. You aren't there for me ='(

When i'm in the bad situations..

I want you there to cheer me up..

Give me support..

Wipe my tears away..

Give me advices..

Make me smile..

Make me laugh again..

Just to show that you were care for me..

But....no. You aren't there for me ='(

Why??

Why you cheers others..

Support others..

Give an advices to others..

Make them smile..

Make them laugh..

But me...you never come to me..

You never even look at me..

You didn't even see my tears..

Why??

I felt like i'm losing my own leg to stand..

I felt like i'm losing my own spirit to wake up..

I felt like i'm losing my own voice to call you up..

I felt like i'm losing my hope..

I just hope you were there for me..

But unfortunately...you aren't ther for me ='(

There is a Girl..

There is a GIRL

Who is NOT PERFECT at all

She LISTEN to all PROBLEMS of her FRIENDS

No matter HOW DUMB they may be

There is a GIRL

Who LIKES HERSELF for who she is

And she NEVER TRIES to CHANGE it

Even though people always CRITICIZE her

But she NEVER CARE and LISTEN to it

There is a GIRL

Who was SHY on the PHONE

But she would STILL CALL

She likes to TALK for HOURS and HOURS

About NOTHING at all

There is a GIRL

Who always tell her FRIENDS that she really CARE

And she really MEAN IT

She knew that THEY WOULD NEVER CARE

But she DIDN’T REALLY MIND it

There is a GIRL

Who LISTEN to her FRIENDS PATIENTLY

But never JUDGES what they DO OR SAY

She HELPED when her FRIENDS IN NEED

And NEVER WENT AWAY

There is a GIRL

Who always want to be with 

her FRIENDS ALL DAY LONG

Just to SHOW how much 

they really MEANT TO HER

She always SIGH AND CRY when 

she been IGNORED by her FRIENDS

But SADLY, 

they would NEVER LISTEN TO HER

There is a GIRL

Who always want her FRIENDS to be HAPPY

But at last, she COMES WITH FRUSTRATION

She always want her FRIENDS to be NEARLY

But at last, she’s the one to be LEFT ALONE

She’s just a GIRL

Just an ORDINARY GIRL

She just felt THANKFUL

For the FRIENDS she HAVE

And she really HOPE

their FRIENDSHIPS WILL NEVER END

But, will they always BE THERE FOR HER?

Will they always be her BESTFRIEND?