Setelah 22 Tahun bernafas di Dunia TUHAN ney..bru mlm ney aku tersedar dari lamunan. apa itu SAHABAT sebenar. Baru aku sedar yg mana SAHABAT pada NAMA..yg mana SAHABAT SEJATI. SAHABAT dari MULUT or SAHABAT dari HATI. Which one is REAL or which one is FAKE!
Rasa SEDIH yg teramat, KECEWA yg teramat, HAMPA yg teramat..i felt like i am DEAD! I thought, BESTFRIEND never let their friend felt down and lonely like nobody cares. But tonight..YES I AM!!!
I felt like i am a STRANGER not a BESTFRIEND. I know i'm not PERFECT like other girl. I'm not GOOD like other girl. I'm not FUN like other girl. I am NOTHING! I'm just a BORING girl... and i know that.
Right know..i have to ADMIT everything. Aku bukan yg terbaik baginya. I am the WORST. and i am ready to LEAVE if that what he really want. Aku redha..aku pasrah...
Menangis la hati..menangisla sepuasnya if it's the only way to make you CALM again. Hati..tolonglah bersabar..tolonglah..
Terima kasih kawan kerana sanggup bertahan dgn sikap ku yg menyakitkan ney. Walaupun kau terpaksa jadi HIPOKRIT di depanku..aku tetap menghargainya. Thanks!
Aku cuma berharap..ada yg sudi berSAHABAT dengan ku dgn seIKHLAS hati..seperti mana aku IKHLAS berSAHABAT dgn mereka. I wanted to feel ALIVE again.. ='(
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