What do you feel,
when something that you wait and really hope to happen for a long time..
And know it is the only chance that you have..
Then it end with disappointment?
I call it super duper double triple HURT.
Hurt inside so badly.
I'm tired!
Tired to be the only one who really wants it.
Tired to be the only one who make effort.
Tired to be the only one who was hoping too much.
Tired to be the only one who was worried so mush.
Tired to be the only one who always waiting.
Tired to be the only one who was always crying.
Tired to be the only one who was always hurting.
Tired to be the only one who was always disappointed.
Thank you for making me believe on your sweet promises again.
One message for you..
" Don't make Promises that you can't keep"
Lesson for me..
Don't be too hopeful on something that will not happen
Coz it will only end with disappointing.
