Dear My HATERS =)

To my HATERS all around

You can always be FOUND

HATIN on me or HATIN on you

You have NOTHING ELSE better to do

Always talkin S***

But i just say F*** IT

I must be doing something RIGHT

I always got a HATERS in my sight

I LOVE to FIGHT

So keep HATIN and i will do UP RIGHT

HATERS,

I LOVE my HATERS

You always STARE and TALK, when you see me

I feel like i'm a CELEBRITY

You must LOVE the way i look

Cuz you STUDY me like a SCHOOL BOOK

I LOVE to see my HATERS,

Cuz you BRIGHTEN UP my day

When i see a HATER HATIN'

I tell them to WALK my way

My HATERS are my MOTIVATION

A way to escape FRUSTRATION

Knowin' that someone wants to BE ME

ANGER fused by JEALOUSY

Knowin that you can't BE ME

You choose a way to make me HATE MYSELF

And become ONE OF THEM

HATERS BEWARE!!

I don't even CARE

What you have to SAY, or DO

At the END of the day,

When it's all SAID and DONE

I'M STILL NOT LIKE YOU.

Silent, Tears and Anger in me..

My SILENTS means something, my TEARS means something, my ANGER means something. But..it all happen for NOTHING. NO ONE would HEAR it. NO ONE would UNDERSTAND it. NO ONE would CARE about it. NO ONE..

I am SILENT because LIPS can't say even a WORD. TEARS keep FALLING because HEART keep CRYING INSIDE. ANGER keep BLOWING because LOVE can't even be EXPRESSED. NO ONE can SEE it. NO ONE can FEEL it. NO ONE can UNDERSTAND it. NO ONE will CARE about it. NO ONE..

LIPS can show a FAKE BEAUTIFUL SMILE..but HEART can only show a REAL CRYING INSIDE. LIPS can show a FAKE BIG LAUGH..but HEART can only show a REAL HEART BROKEN. LIPS can show a FAKE WORDS "I'M OK".. but HEART can only show the REAL WORDS "I'M HURT". NO ONE can HEAR it. NO ONE can SEE it. NO ONE can FEEL it. NO ONE can UNDERSTAND it. NO ONE will CARE about it.

I am keep SILENT..but i don't know WHY. My TEARS keep FALLING..but i don't know WHY. I am ANGRY..but i don't know WHY. Only HEART can EXPLAIN it WHY. Because only my HEART can SEE the TEARS, can HEAR a CRYING, can FEEL the BROKEN INSIDE, can UNDERSTAND the PAIN..but unfortunately my HEART can't take a CARE for ITSELF. It keep HURTING itself EVERYTIME..

WHY it all HAPPENS?? It all HAPPENS for some REASON i don't know WHY. It's not because an UNSTABLE EMOTIONS. But..it's all because the EXPRESSION of FEELINGS that have been HIDING for a LONG TIME. 

But..will anyone SEE it??will anyone HEAR it??will anyone FEEL it??will anyone UNDERSTAND it??will anyone CARE for it?? and will anyone who wants to CURE it??there is NO ONE will do all that. NO ONE.. ='(

Mudahnya Melupakan {Melayu Mudah Lupa}

MELAYU MUDAH LUPA..

Benarlah kata mantan PM kita..

MELAYU mmg mudah MELUPAKAN..

LUPA pada JANJI..

LUPA pada DIRI..

LUPA pada ORANG SEKELILING..

Bak kata pepatah..

"BAGAIKAN KACANG LUPAKAN KULIT"

"HABIS MANIS SEPAH DIBUANG"

Begitulah LUMRAH HIDUP manusia..

Yang mudah LEKA, ALPA dan LUPA..

MELAYU MUDAH LUPA..

Begitu mudah untuk MELUPAKAN..

LUPA pada KENANGAN LALU..

LUPA pada INSAN yang DULU..

LUPA pada SAHABAT SEKUTU..

LUPA pada yg SETIA MENUNGGU..

Begitulah LUMRAH HIDUP seorang INSAN..

Begitu TEGA untuk MELUPAKAN..

Bila PERLU baru DICARI..

Bila TAK PERLU dengan mudah DISISIH..

Bila PERLU sentiasa DIINGATI..

Bila TAK PERLU terus DILUPAI..

MELAYU MUDAH LUPA..

Begitu EGO untuk MELUPAKAN..

INSAN yg SETIA DISISI..

INSAN yg SETIA MENEMANI..

INSAN yg SETIA MELINDUNGI..

INSAN yg SETIA BERDIRI SEKAKI..

Begitulah LUMRAH HIDUP di dunia..

Begitu TEGUH untuk MELUPAKAN..

INSAN yg dulu dianggap TEMAN..

Kini dianggap sebagai LAWAN..

INSAN yg dulu paling DISAYANG..

Kini dianggap tak ubah bagai BAYANG-BAYANG..

MELAYU MUDAH LUPA..

LUPA pada SEGALANYA..

LUPA pada JANJINYA..

LUPA pada DIRINYA..

LUPA pada MASA LALUNYA..

LUPA pada SAHABAT BAIKNYA..

MELAYU MUDAH LUPA!!!

Belanjawan 2012 PART 1

Pada 27 Januari 2012, merupakan TARIKH MENGGEMBIRAKAN utk student2 IPG KAMPUS GAYA. sbb apa?? sbb kmi dah bergelar OKS a.k.a ORANG KAYA SEMENTARA. Buka2 ja MYBSN..jumlah account dr RM15.90 trus berubah kpd RM3 900.00. Elaun 1 sem da msuk...

Knp sy kata kmi OKS?? sbb..sementara ja jumlah 4 angka tu. nnt berubah kpd yg asal. Byk sgt BELANJAWAN yg perlu di buat..ikut KEPERLUAN la. tp..KEHENDAK pon byk juga..hihi.

Setelah SEMINGGU bergelar OKS..let's see..SEBANYAK mana BELANJAWAN 2012 yg telah DIKELUARKAN utk babak yg PERTAMA.

This LEATHER BAG..i beli d CP. xla mahal sangat..RM20.00 je pon hehe. Beg ney i beli khas utk pki p KULIAH...BESAR..so snang la. Ney kira KEPERLUAN juala...hehe =)

Haa..ney x tergolong dlm KEPERLUAN tp TERPAKSA beli coz our lecturer yg SENGAL tu suru. klu tak..nny kna MARAH. Sengal btol la pnya padayappa haha. RAKET BADMINTON jenama FLEET ney i beli d ASIA SPORT dgn harga RM110.00 after DISCOUNT wif BAG + FREE GRIP and STRING hehe.

This SPORT SHOES i beli sbb KEPERLUAN la memandangkan sport shoes i yg lama da KOYAK hehe. Actually, jenama NIKE ney plihan kedua. Pada mulanya nak beli ADIDAS..but..yg CANTIK2 suma xda SAIZ. NIKE ney ja yg ada SAIZ. sedey juala..but still PUAS HATI. Harga dia RM229.00.

These CUTE BABY T i bought sbb 2 reason..KEPERLUAN also KEHENDAK. why??bcoz..dia jd KEPERLUAN sbb BABY T nak pki jalan da KURENG sbb dihanyutkan dek BANJIR last year. So..nak jugakla beli yg NEW ONE kn. Dia jd KEHENDAK sbb yala..da nafsu KAKI JALAN..mst maw beli BAJU JALAN banyak2 kn. Nak tambah KOLEKSI haha. These BABY T i beli d F.O.S dgn harga RM45.00 for 3 T-shirt! =)

This one is my CROCS tak ori haha. Yg ney kira KEPERLUAN jugakla sbb letih sgt pki HIGH HEELS kuar jalan2. So that..i beli la CROCS yg CUTE ney (wlupon sbnarnya da ada hehe). This pair of CROCS ney tak mahal...harga dia RM12.00 sahaja. Murah kan3?? I beli kat SUPER SAVE CP..mmg SAVE!!

ini my PRINTER..CANON PIXMA iP2770. Yg ney mmg KEPERLUAN especially utk STUDENT mcm i ney. Why sy beli bru..bcoz nsib dia sma jugakla dgn BABY T i yg dah dihanyutkan BANJIR huhuhu. Terpaksala beli bru. Jenis dia sma ja dgn yg lama. Cuma this tym i beli yg CATRIDGE ja..tak nak pki TANKER..byk PROBLEM huhu. Harga dia RM109.00 di ACI KARAMUNSING..

This one tergolong dlm KEHENDAK..sbb apa??? sbb ney kan LENS hehe. i tak RABUN..tp nak jugak beli LENS ney. saja..nak BERGAYA..tak salah kan??haha. LENS ney i beli dr INTERNET...kaler HAZEL hehe. Harga dia RM20.00 ja + SOLUTION dia RM20.00 so overall RM40.00. berbaloi...

Last but not least my BROADBAND. Cuba teka i gna BROADBAND apa. Mst korg ckp DIGI BROADBAND kan3?? Tteeettt!!! WRONG ANSWER!!!haha. MODEM ja DIGI..SIM dia CELCOM BROADBAND 1 MALAYSIA. i beli dgn harga RM55 tp atas sbb kasi can KAWAN yg DEALING dgn tu penjual sbg tanda TERIMA KASIH. so i bayar RM60 la. So far..so GOOD gna CELCOM BROADBAND ney.. =)

Bila ditambah tolak darab bahagi..BELANJAWAN 2012 PART 1 sebanyak RM625.00!! fuh!! bru seminggu..belanja mcm SEBULAN. Ney tak termasuk belanja yg kecil2..makan..minum..tambang and so on. Bru PART 1 ney. Bakal ada PART 2 nnt..yg lg MENYENGAT jumlahnya huhu.

Like i said..kmi kan OKS..kejap ja KAYA RAYA. beberapa bln lg bakal jd PAPA KEDANA..MUFLIS!!huhuhu. Sabar jakla ya AINUN MARDIAH. Mmg dah jd LUMRAH HIDUP..mcm dlm lagu OMBAK RINDU terima jala SEADANYA. Papa pon..i ttp PUAS HATI coz bole nmpk ke mana MENGALIR duit i kan. I just HOPE i can MANAGE my BUDGET even BETTER..amin.. =)

Ingat Dia.. ='(

Malam ney tiba2 rasa sedih, sayu, sepi. Teringat dengan orang yang tersayang yang jauh di mata. Ingin di kenang masa-masa lalu bersamanya..tapi tak berani. Bila terbayang wajah dia..linangan air mata yang mengalir. Rindu sangat! Rasa macam waktu bersama dia terlalu singkat. 17 tahun hidup di sisinya bagaikan 17 saat. 

Tiba-tiba terpasang plak lagu Avril Lavigne "Slipped Away" makes me Miss him so much! I dedicated this beautiful song to him with a words... "I REALLY MISS U DAD!!!" ='(

"Slipped Away"

Na na, na na na, na na
I miss you, miss you so bad
I don't forget you, oh it's so sad
I hope you can hear me
I remember it clearly

The day you slipped away
Was the day I found it won't be the same
Oh

Na na na na na na na

I didn't get around to kiss you
Goodbye on the hand
I wish that I could see you again
I know that I can't

Oh
I hope you can hear me cause I remember it clearly

The day you slipped away
Was the day I found it won't be the same
Oh

I had my wake up
Won't you wake up
I keep asking why
And I can't take it
It wasn't fake
It happened, you passed by

Now you are gone, now you are gone
There you go, there you go
Somewhere I can't bring you back
Now you are gone, now you are gone
There you go, there you go,
Somewhere you're not coming back

The day you slipped away
Was the day I found it won't be the same no..
The day you slipped away
Was the day that I found it won't be the same oh...

Na na, na na na, na na
I miss you